this is the stuff that drives me crazy
this is the stuff that's getting to me lately
in the middle of my little mess,
i forget how big i'm blessed
this is the stuff that gets under my skin
but i've gotta trust You know exactly what you're doing
might not be what i would choose
but this is the stuff You use
so break me of impatience
conquer my frustrations
i've got a new appreciation
it's not the end of the world
On my way to work this morning, Francesca Battistelli's hit came on the radio. I've heard it a thousand times and it's catchy, sure. Before this morning it hadn't sunk into my heart though.
With a big move coming up for hubs and I, we have been house hunting, looking at cars and job searching (teacher positions) every day now for the past two weeks. It is tiring and has been accompanied by disappointments. Several houses we've been interested in have recently been leased when we get in touch with the realtor. In looking for positions, I've run into roadblocks and paperwork that keeps adding up each day. It gets frustrating after a while and some days it just gets to me.
Not to mention having to think about when we need to
start packing, when we can pick up a rental truck to load up and when we will have to say our good-byes here in NC. UGH! I've tried and tried to not think about leaving my beloved Boone and these beautiful mountains, but it creeps closer every day. (We'll be leaving mid-March)
Anyway... Thank you, God, for the reminder I needed to rest in Your love and that I'm blessed beyond measure.
-D